Wednesday, February 4, 2009

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Thursday, December 11, 2008

♥ December 11th;; Trying to find out what all this is for.

I'm going to disney tomorrow for the 8th time. And also my last. Maybe. I'm not going to say I'm alive or anything. Because now I feel that feeling was a lie. And I'm sick of sounding like "The Perks of being a Wallflower." Which is a good book, none the less. But I think I've said that about every single book I've ever read. Maybe I just have really good taste in books. Or maybe I have awful taste. I don't really know what defines the difference between good and bad. Same goes for music. Even though I find that hard to think sometimes. I really don't like rap music. Well, to be honest I don't really have anything interesting to say. Maybe next time.

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Monday, August 18, 2008

♥ August 18th;; Heaven is a place on Earth

I know it has been awhile but that's only because I've been busy having a life. I guess for the first time in awhile I have finally felt alive. Do you know how powerful that feels? It's a great feeling. It's when you feel infinite and where you're on top of the world. It's the point in your life where you're just happy and you don't ever want to go back. The hard times come and go but despite everything the same fact always remains. I'm alive. I'm living my life. I can do anything I want as long as I set my mind to it. I am in control. And I love that feeling. At times its scary but that's part of my life. I'm getting over my anxiety and my fears. When I enter tenth grade in seven days I'm going to rock that school. I'm going to be in control. I'm going to do it. I will be a success. I can promise anyone that. I just want to keep this happiness. I just want to always feel this alive.

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Sunday, June 22, 2008

♥ June 22nd;; The Middle Man

I know it's been basically a month since I last did this thing but I've been busy. School is now over and I've been on vacation to Hilton Head with my cousins. It was a lot of fun actually. But I started really liking my cousin's friend that he brought along. It's not really a surprise I guess because I'm boy crazy. Nothing happened of course. I'm pretty sure he likes someone else too considering I never get what I want. Every time a guy has liked me it was either too late or I just wasn't attracted to him. I don't know why that is but it's how my life is. It's really annoying. But I've gotten over it. I've figured I'll meet someone eventually. Anyway I LOVE THE JONAS BROTHERS! I'm so marrying Nick. And that was random. I guess the point of this passage is I've finally accepted my life and I just take life as it comes.

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Monday, June 2, 2008

♥ June 2nd;; Singapoure Sling

Only one week of school left! But honestly I don't know how I'm going to survive this last week. I have about 5 finals on Wednesday which is a lot. I'm only trying for my biology final though. It's just so hard because I don't have the attention span for studying. I just can't do it. And I'm just so stressed. And I really am not doing what is best for me. Like getting enough sleep or eating when I should. I am not eating dinner today as it is. I don't know why. I'm just not. I'm getting fat so I don't think skipping a meal every so often will kill me totally.
Another dilemma I have is that I think I like my best friend's cousin. I just can't help it no matter how hard I try to resist. I wish life would get easier because I don't like this game.

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

♥ May 25th;; Dumb and Dumber

Everything is always about business. Who can make the most money or has the most success. That's really what our lives are all about. You go to school to be a success later in life. Then you get out there in the real world where you get all your dreams or you fail. And this all depends on how much money you get. Do you think that CEO's of cigarette companies always dreamed of being in their positions? I don't think that's the case though. People with money aren't always happy. People just assume they are. I wish people didn't assume so much though. You don't know anyone until you get to know them.

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Monday, May 19, 2008

♥ May 19th;; Tell all the English boys you meet

I am smart. I really am. At least that's what I think and what people tell me. I guess I'm not as smart as some. But that's expected I guess. Anyway, everything has always come easily to me. I never really had to try. Paying attention in class was always enough. And for the most part it has been working but some things really suck. They really do. I guess you can say I'm lazy. I always have been. Just doing the requirements needed. Nothing more and nothing spectacular. Just enought to get an A. Because that's all that really matters. The letter A on your report card so you can smile and show it off to everyone in your family. It has always been like this. I think it would be great if it was okay just to try your hardest and that was enough but it seems for most people, that is never enough. You just have to keep trying. Which really sucks. But, hey! That's highschool.

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