Tuesday, March 11, 2008
♥ March 11; Ignotus
Dude. Am I ever in a bad mood. People need to be able to think for themselves. Plus, I REALLY hate hypocrites. I most likely spelled that wrong but whatever. I tried as hard as I could. I just cant someone who say they hate something and then turn around and do it. Like... what the hell is that? Im just soo mad! And Im sick and tired of backstabbers. Loyalty is an important quality to me. Really, when I think about it I dont trust alot of people. Like, I like to pride myself in being a good person and not being so screwed up but maybe I am a litle bit. Just a little bit. I dont trust people so easily. Lately it has becoming harder and harder. I put up with all this crap and I try the hardest I can. I really do. I dont let my emotions show. No one really knows whats going on in my head or how my chest feels or how my stomach aches when Im anxious or worried. Thats the thing, no one really knows me. My best friend knows alot. Of course she does. But she doesnt know everything. I'd rather be the listener then the speaker.
And I finally admitted to myself and out loud that I like this boy. Maybe too much. Definantly more then he likes me. I dont love him. 'Course not. But I really like him. I'll get over it. I always do. Ive been hurt too many times. I always get over it.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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