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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

♥ March 18;; Disease


Is there something wrong with me? Is there a reason I suck at communicating? Did that gene simply pass over me and I didnt get it at all? I dont know the answers to any of these. I really wish I did though. I wish I was outgoing for my dad and I made people proud. I wish I had someone to date or simply to kiss. I know I have a great friend but I sometimes wish I had more. But I dont want wish. Some kids have it worse then me and this makes me feel guilty. Here I am worrying about getting a boyfriend and other kids are worrying about how they are going to feed themselves the next day. Living day by day.

Sometimes I want that though. Not the whole, poor; without food thing. But living day by day. Everything I do is predicted. Everything. I got to school and sit and class and stare off into space. No one really knows me. Which is depressing in a way. Shouldnt someone know me all the way through? My best friend knows enough but she doesnt know half of my feelings. Which is sad in a way. She should know how Ive been depressed lately or sometimes I feel like the odd man out. But thats my problem. My disorder in a way. I dont let anything out.

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