Wednesday, March 5, 2008
♥ March 5th;; Sara's bday.

Well, today it was Sara's birthday. Even though I wish she had a better birthday. I mean I never see her at school anymore, we mostly only talk online but I dont really know how shes feeling. I guess I know more then most. But then again, less then some. She's my best friend and Im hers but I cant help but be felt out of the loop sometimes, you know? I mean, I know shes cant tell me everything. Because that's annoying but some of the major things would be cool. I should tell her more about my not-so-charmed life myself.
See, I guess you could say I'm privledged. My father has alot of money but I honestly dont act "rich." I actually tend not to tell people. Because the truth is, I cry alot. I work really hard and I am not appreciated as much as I want to. But thats life. My life anyway. I pretend to be okay with everything so no one worries. Honestly, I care more about others peoples feelings then my own. Thats probably why I end up hurt so much. I just want to be happy. Truly happy. Not the fake happy like I am now.
See, I guess you could say I'm privledged. My father has alot of money but I honestly dont act "rich." I actually tend not to tell people. Because the truth is, I cry alot. I work really hard and I am not appreciated as much as I want to. But thats life. My life anyway. I pretend to be okay with everything so no one worries. Honestly, I care more about others peoples feelings then my own. Thats probably why I end up hurt so much. I just want to be happy. Truly happy. Not the fake happy like I am now.
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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