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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

♥ May 13th;; Keeping the Moon


I feel empty all the time now. It's not anything I can change anytime soon. I just feel empty and lost and I realized that I'm alive. I know that sounds crazy. But I'm crazy. It's just that is an overwhelming thought for me. It has only happened a few times but when I think about my future and what lies ahead I just have this overwhelming feeling. Sometimes it can be amazing but other times it's scary. I mean, I know what I want to do with my life but I don't know if that's going to happen. I don't know if anything will work out like I plan. And I think about graduating and I get scared. And I think about college and I worry. And I think about getting a job and I panic. And when I think about how I need to find someone to spend my life with I become more anxious. I've never had a real relationship but I guess I am only 15 and I have time. But I still worry. And it becomes too much. I zone off in class simply to get away. I worry too much. I guess that's a secret. Plus, I worry about worrying. I have anxiety. I've realized that. But I'm not taking medicine. I want to stop thinking about stuff like this. "I Just Want It To All Stop Spinning."

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